Today I don't understand-- not even a bit.
On the backside of a time of really being able to soak into God and have time for Him intensively,
I feel lost and confused.
I feel the emptiness and aching-- the need to be sleeping and never find the waking--
I feel blind-- raw to the world's distance-
LORD
please grant just a word of hope--
Let healing begin and allow light to shine from these eyes once again.
Allow YOUR light to transform my life into a true reflection of YOURS.
Allow our eyes to be open to see YOUR will
I feel lost in this see of grey and cannot find the ability
to shine YOUR love out into a dark and dismal world.
Melt these fears
-that have frozen this heart of mine
- that have entrapped this soul
- that has worn out this busy mind
Abba Father
release me from these bonds
especially the ones I cannot see or recognize
Let me see where I am believing a lie-
Help me to dwell in YOUR TRUTH alone
Help me to trust you-- as today in my own strength it is not possible
Even to the smallest degree
Let me find rest and reliance in YOU
Thank You Father
that YOU are
GOOD
JUST
HOLY
LOVE
COMFORT
GENEROUS
COMPASSION
ALMIGHTY
GLORIOUS
BEAUTIFUL
COLORFUL
CREATIVE
ALWAYS AVAILABLE
